Feeling Brighter, Matters Little

I decided to do myself a favor this time around and wait until all my grades were accounted for before checking how I did in the spring semester.  It was a much happier vision this time around, and I found myself feeling brighter.  But then I realized it matters little.  Cumulatively, I will probably never recover from the damage done.  While I do not meditate on my grades, I cannot ignore them.  They are a factor in setting a course for getting to wherever I want to be come May 2011.  As usual the problem remains answering that vital question, "where's that?" 

Thus far I see promise in the practice of health law, although, I don't want to pigeon hole myself.  I continue to feel that even in practicing law, I will need to be in a dynamic environment offering multiple types of services -- direct legal services, advocacy, community education, etc.  Being that we begin applying and interviewing for the jobs we will have next summer by the end of this summer, it is a question I need to spend time pondering.  Then again, maybe it matters little.